SRI PAAVAADAIRAAYAN

SRI PAAVAADAIRAAYAN

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR


Sri Paavaadairaayan sametha Sri Ankaala Parameswari

ESCHATOLOGY is that branch of theology which deals with the ultimate or final things, such as death, the destiny of humanity and even of the gods. There are several eschatological doctrines associated with every religion, say, Hinduism, Zoroastrianism, Judaism, Buddhism, Christianity, Islam and others. Eschatology is also a discipline of Philosophy. Saint Augustine was one of the most famous eschatological thinkers as Hegel. Albert Schweitzer’s “The Quest of the Historical Jesus” was written as an eschatological study about Jesus Christ. “Sri Arunachala Puranam” in its core stands as one of the finest eschatological anthologies. This is the sequel to my earlier paper entitled, “Sri Arunachala Puranam Revisited”.

Upon seeing Sri Brahma descending with the ‘Thaazhampoo’ (தாழம்பூ) in hand as a proof of his conquest of having seen the head of Sri Lingodhbhavamoorthi, the temporary feeling of greatness rekindled by Sri Vishnu’s acceptance of his defeat of not being able to see the feet of Sri Siva caused an excruciating revelation about the Truth to the moderator Siva who had been sought earlier to decide upon the greater among Brahma and Vishnu and thus to put an end to their supernovaic combat, instead of adjudging smartly, Siva thought himself to be the greatest and diverted the combatants Brahma to look for his top, Vishnu to find his base and having said thus extended himself into an ever expanding beam of light as Lingodhbhavamoorthi and now in order to sustain his transient supremacy, plucked the Fifth Head of Sri Pancha Mukha Brahma with his limb-like steward, the Siva Ghanam Kaalabhairava! He was the first prey that the Brahma Kabhaalam consumed resulting the Time that he represented to freeze!

As soon as the Fifth Head of Brahma was removed, the cranium fell on Siva’s hands which he could not discard just because it stuck itself firmly on the hands which looked as if those hands together constituted a seat upon which the skull had accommodated itself in the inverted position. Thus, Siva was subjected to the Brahmahatthi Dhosha for his crude act of beheading Brahma. With that head in palms as a Biksha Paathram, i.e. begging device, he went on begging hither and thither and collected everything that was amass on his way, comparable to that of a dead star after supernova absorbing all in its field in order to regain strength leading to its rebirth!

All things that fell into the skull were consumed by it causing Siva’s increasing hunger that tamed gradually his anger in turn and which if not, might have led to perilous consequences. Siva lost the power of vision and wandered everywhere in the cosmos which appeared like a lifeless necropolis. All his attempts to collect the stellar debris into his bowl to quench his starved bowels resulted in the digestion of them by the Fifth Head of Brahma!

The eternal relationship between Brahma and Saraswathi is that Brahma creates everything, himself being created by Para Brahmi and herself being created by Para Para Brahma in turn, Para Para Brahma being created by Para Para Para Brahmi, … ad infinitum. By this reasoning, Brahma and Saraswathi are siblings. Brahma is Saraswatha and Saraswathi is Brahmi. Again, they create each other that one is the Parent of the other. And also they are the Divine Couple! Brahma and Brahmi together constitute the Primordial Brahmmam. There are various ways of creating species. Brahmmam by fission creates Brahma and Brahmi and the latter by fusion create the Universe that is again the Brahmmam. This is the fundamental phenomenon which inspires ubiquitously the interaction between mind and matter.

Siva is the male form of Saraswathi with the meaning that if Siva is +0, then Saraswathi is –0. Vishnu is the male form of Sakthi with the meaning that if Vishnu is +N (N=Numbers), then Sakthi is –N. Likewise, Brahma is the male form of Lakshmi with the meaning that if Brahma is +∞ (Infinity), then Lakshmi is –∞. In the generalised context when Brahma and Saraswathi are considered, their Absolute Values are taken into account, viz., ∞ to represent Brahma and 0 to represent Saraswathi. Their Mathematical Product, ∞ * 0, generates all the Numbers. Numbers are the building blocks of the Universe, be it the Abstract or the Physical. The mutual engulfing of ∞ and 0 is the Vedic Duty imposed on Brahma and Saraswathi by the Brahmmam and this is the Supreme Philosophy of the Brahma-Anantha-Aanandham which is translated as Perfect-Infinite-Bliss and pronounced together as Brahmaananthaanandham!

Why should the Brahmmam being perfect by itself split and reunite for a countless number of times? By splitting, it expands and by reuniting, the Brahmmam shrinks. These two courses of the Brahmmam are the Breath of it and it exhales innumerable universes and inhales them in turn which can be comprehended as the mutual chasing of Brahma, the Infinity, and Siva, the Zero, in the Cosmic Medium, Vishnu! If there are any disturbances to this steady routine of the Trinity, Vishnu incarnates with his Avathaaraas, Siva manifests as his Amsaas and Brahma advents in his Swaroopaas to straighten the matters! There are Temples dedicated to Sri Vishnu along with his Avathaaraas and similarly for Sri Siva along with his Amsaas but the reason for the absence of any such Temples dedicated to Sri Brahma is that being the God of Creation, Brahma resides along with Brahmi as Brahmmam in the Body Temple of all Living Beings emanating the Truth of the slogan ‘Aham Brahmmaasmi’ which means the Self that is enshrined in the Body is the Brahmmam!

Perfection is achieved by the ceaseless action of refinement. In order to be perfect, anything has to stay refined forever. By the refinement process, dust is accumulated surrounding the perfected densely. The thrust of the increasing dust upon the perfected might result in the shifting of their dominions that the entire dust gets cataclysmically transformed into perfect at the expense of the previously perfected entity and the refinement process recommences its schedule afresh with the transposed imperfect entity and thus extends the eternal reverberations of the Brahmmam!

At the end Siva went to his female form, Goddess Saraswathi who is in all respects the corresponding complement of Brahma, and asked for alms. The difference between Siva and Brahma is that in Infinity which is Brahma, there is Siva and in Zero which is Siva, there is not Brahma which is rephrased symbolically as ∞ + 0 = ∞ & ∞ + 0 ≠ 0. The relationship between Siva and Saraswathi is that they are the male and female forms of Zero respectively. In this way they are regarded as siblings. But in the case of Brahma, Brahmmam took the forms of Brahma and Brahmi with the former being the Perfect Entity and the latter accompanying it as the Void Entity. By shifting their vistas, Brahma and Brahmi can transform interchangeably into anything in order to establish and enliven the Principles of the Brahmmam.

Upon observing her sibling Siva, Goddess Saraswathi poured her Divine Ambrosia into the Brahma Kabhaalam. Siva after having felt the heaviness of the bowl took it near his mouth to suck the contents. The Brahma Kabhaalam absorbed Siva into it and with Siva’s oomph, recreated the ruins that it had digested earlier animating in each entity, minuscules of Siva and like the Big Bang, it ejected simultaneously the entire Universe of life retaining a major portion of Siva within itself to be called as Sri Lingajeeranamoorthi, meaning the God who digested Siva, the Lingam!

Sri Panchamukheeswara Swamy

Saraswathi, who had been witnessing all these held the Four Headed Brahma as a Tetradent called Soolam, within her grips and positioned it appropriately at the time when Siva got sucked into the Kabhaalam and the Universe was ejected along with Time so that the Fifth Head of Brahma could safely land over the cavity at the centre of the other Four Heads thus permanently arresting Siva within the regime of the Pancha Mukha Brahma and in glory of this feet of restoring her Beloved Spouse with his Pivotal Head, Goddess Saraswathi acquired the name Sri Ankaala Parameswari, meaning the Goddess who rules the Limbs!

Soolam means the Seat (Am) of the Seeds (Sool) and Sool is the name of the Fifth Head which had just been seated in its original place Am, at the apex of the Four Headed Brahma! The Fifth Head called the Brahma Garbha is the Celestial Womb that contains the Cosmic Seeds. It is also the giver of Moksha, i.e., Liberation.

‘Mayaanakkollai’ that follows the auspicious day of the Night or Darkness of Siva known as ‘Sivaraathri’ is being celebrated annually in remembrance of the restoration of Brahma’s Fifth Head and relieving Siva of his Brahmahatthi Dhosha by restricting him to the control of Brahma as he ever have been. ‘Mayaanakkollai’ means ‘Loot of the Graveyard’. After the clash of Brahma and Vishnu, the world had turned into a graveyard. Looting a bank means after the loot, the bank’s assets will be lost. Likewise, looting the graveyard means, after the Fifth Head of Brahma looted the lifeless heap, the graveyard’s chattels had vanished implying that its lifeless mass had been rejuvenated!

When Brahma graces a place with Five Heads, it is to grant liberation en masse to every species dwelling there. In one of such visits at the advent of Pralayaa, i.e., Total Destruction, he cleaned the Cosmic Slate which is Sri Vishnu using Sri Siva, the Cosmic Eraser. The Trinity, Brahma, Vishnu and Siva are the vital divinities. Of this trio, Vishnu and Siva are the tools of Brahma to chisel the concepts enumerated in the Vedhas. The Vedhas are ever expanding and ever contracting only to mean that we take birth to enact our corresponding Vedic themes in the course of expansion and we die in the relay race handing over the spirit of our themes to our successors in the course of contraction. Constancy is the simultaneous expansion and contraction so that the Vedhas ever remain intact pulsating with the Truth of the Brahmaananthaanandham!

After the Fifth Head had been reinstalled, Brahma resumed his eternal craft of creation along with the Music of his adored consort Sri Saraswathi. Brahma’s primitive Swaroopaas are with each of his five heads individually, with two, three, four and five heads and also with infinities of other possibilities of multiple heads. Human Body is the temple of Brahmmam and it is based on one of the primeval Swaroopaas of Brahma and Brahmi. There is a one to one correspondence between the Head and Body of the Humans by way of external representation of the parts along with the respective internal similarities. They together appear as two conjoined Heads or Bodies. In short, the Head is the replica of the Body and hence the Universe in microcosm. The Head interacts with the Body as they together as an individual interact with another who is the counterpart thus mimicking the primal course of the Brahmmam!

Sri Paavaadairaayan is the Swaroopaa of Sri Brahma with his Fifth Head alone. He came to cleanse the sin of Siva, to purify him from the Brahmahatthi Dhosha and hence justify the meaning of his name Sri Paavaadairaayan. ‘Paavam’ means sin, ‘Adai’ means to settle, ‘Ra’ means to come and ‘Ayan’ means Brahma. ‘Raayan’ also means Brahma from above clearly pointing to the Crest Head, i.e., the Fifth Head of Brahma.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 12th November 2007 at 2 PM from the previous Draft, with subsequent revisions made on 14th & 16th November 2007 at 10.01 AM & 4 PM respectively, Indian Standard Time.}

THE GREATNESS OF BRAHMACHALAM

THE GREATNESS OF BRAHMACHALAM

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

BY seeing Chidambaram, by being born, in Thiruvarur, by dying in Kashi, or by merely thinking of Arunachala, one will surely attain Liberation.

By visiting Brahmachalam (Pravesa Mukthi) or by merely breathing “Brahmachalam”, Liberation is guaranteed.

Arunachalam (the Hill) is Zero (0) and Brahmachalam (the Hill) is Infinity (∞).

By meditating the essence and truism of Brahmachalam, the Supreme Wisdom of the Brahma Vedam is attained.

The Rama Namam is derived from its source Brahmachalam.

Sri Rama visited Brahmachalam, that is, Srikalahasti.

Sri Kannappa Swamy attained liberation in 6 days with the grace of Sri Kalahastheeswara Swamy who is none other than Lord Sri Brahmachaleswara Swamy.

The equality of the Brahma Lingams, one inside the Sanctum Sanctorum of Lord Sri Kalahastheeswara Swamy and the other inside the Balagnanaprasunambika Devi Shrine at the entrance of the Temple is based on the Tamil word, “கடவுள்” (Kadavul). “Kada” means that which is beyond or invisible; “Vul” means that which is within or visible. In the Moola Sannidhi of Lord Sri Kalahastheeswara Swamy, “Kada” is referred to the Vayu Lingam whose presence is signified by the flickering of the lamps at the right side of the Virat Lingam which is represented by “Vul”. In the case of the Panchamukheeswara Swamy Lingam inside the Balagnanaprasunambika Devi Shrine, “Kada” is worshipped as the Brahma Lingam of Lord Sri Panchamukheeswara Swamy and “Vul” is to the right of it where an erected structure is being preserved similar to that of the Moola Virat Lingam inside the Temple. Hence, “Kadavul” is the description of the Lord inside the Garba Gruham whereas “Vulkada” is the depiction of the Lord inside the Balagnanaprasunambika Devi Shrine at the entrance of the Temple. “Kadavul” is by pronouncing it in this way “→” and “Vulkada” is by pronouncing it in this way “←”.

Breathing Brahmachalam means inhaling and exhaling the syllables of the word. Hence the symbols “←” and “→” considered earlier point to the inhaling and exhaling of Brahmachalam.

Brahma Lingam is the combination of Brahmmam, Eswaram and Narayanam. The Five protrusions found on top of the Moola Virat Lingam of Sri Kalahastheeswara and the Four External Faces along with the One Internal Face of the Pancha Mukha Lingam of Sri Brahmachaleswara glorifies the Five Faces of Sri Virat Viswakarma Para Brahma!

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 10th October 2007 at 2.50 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

BRAHMMAM AND EGOID

BRAHMMAM AND EGOID

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

To destroy the Mind just because it is unreal, false and citing the ‘Rajju Sarpa Bedham’, i.e. imagining a rope to be a snake, etc are all rotten clichés! Truth and Falsity are complementary. A rope can take life as the snake and therefore cause the same fear to a weak Mind which is corrupted by mere philosophising and confused as a result of it.

Athma Vichara culminates into Athma Samarpana. If the Supreme Gnana could be attainable by Athma Vichara alone, what is the necessity of Athma Samarpana?”

The Id that is the Ego which as a whole is the EGOID is the Spent Energy of Brahma. It cannot be destroyed or produced similar to the Law of Conservation of Energy, viz., “Energy can neither be created nor destroyed; one form of Energy can be changed into another but the total Energy remains constant at all point of time.”

If we want to submit the Ego to God, i.e. to do Athma Samarpana, first we must accumulate the weak minuscules of the Ego into a potent one by the process of refinement and perfection which is done by Athma Vichara, and take the final course of Athma Samarpana successfully.

The axiom of indestructibility of Ego is: “Ego can never be created nor destroyed; it can only be shrinked or expanded.”

The course of the Spent Energy of Brahma is to rejuvenate and recharge itself to be able to refine and perfect by the process of life, work and time until it is transformed into the Absolute Brahma Shakthi.

Brahma’s perspiration is the Ego and Ego’s perspiration is the Brahma. They are connected by this eternal equation. Why is it that Brahma exerts by spending his energy? We all work to tend to equilibrium, to maintain harmony, and likewise, Brahma uses the inconsistent energies that accumulate within his enterprise, by spending it to build the cosmos, by expansion and contraction simultaneously causing reverberations resulting in a state of taut. The Infinitesimal Ego interacts with the Infinite Brahma by the triad, living life, doing work and passing time, and this phenomena animates everywhere in the Universe for good!

Athma Vichara is completed when the Vichari learns that the Ego cannot be destroyed and as a result of that wisdom, the Vichari tames the Ego to finally transform into the Absolute Brahmmam and this is done by Athma Samarpanam. Athma Vichara matures into Athma Samarpanam! Ego is the relentless master and true guru who is notoriously misunderstood like Brahma but by its tasks for refinements and perfections, it is destined to succeed in reaping the benefits of its transformation into the Absolute Brahmmam!

Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi concludes in Upadesa Undhiyar:

“பந்தவீடற்ற பரசுக முற்றவாறு
இந்தநிலை நிற்றல் உந்தீபற
இறைபணி நிற்றலாம் உந்தீபற”.


The taut state of Brahma is “பந்தவீடற்ற பரசுகம்” and “இறைபணி நிற்றல்” is the divine work imposed on Ego to transform into the ultimate Brahmmam!

Hence we summarise with the following new triplet:

“அழியா அகமே ஆகுமே
சித்தம் நிலை நிற்றுந்தீபற
பரம்பொரு ளாகவே யுந்தீபற”.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 13th September 2007 at 11.46 AM, Indian Standard Time.}

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ALIASES AND THE ORIGINAL NAME

THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ALIASES AND THE ORIGINAL NAME

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

THERE is a lot of difference in Names. One may have several assumed names but there ought to be an original name to a person or a deity which may be birth name if the person tends to be a human being in particular and the living things in general; Gods have their original unique names which are ubiquitous and eternal and also they are subjected to have a multitude of Aliases [Names that are Assumed, Pseudonym, Also Known As (a. k. a.), etc.]

Sri Kalahastheeswara Swamy is the assumed name of Lord Sri Brahmachaleswara Swamy. Before he offered himself to be otherwise called as Sri Kalahastheeswara as a result of the Bhakti and sacrifice of the trio, viz., Sri the Spider, Kalam the Serpent and Hasti the Elephant, there should have been an original name for the Supreme God and that name, if eternal can be arrived at even now by observing the features of our Lord.

We see inside the sanctum sanctorum (Garba Gruham) the Brahmalingam of Lord Brahmachaleswara alias Sri Kalahastheeswara. What is unique about Him here is that the Vayu Lingam encompasses the Sthula Lingam! The base upon which the Sthula Lingam stands erect to the utmost, the Peetam, is regarded as the Chalam! Thus, He reveals His True Name in His appearance itself! That is, the invisible Vayu Lingam is the Brahmmam; the Base is the Chalam; and the Sthula Lingam is the Eswaram. Therefore, He is Sri Brahmachaleswara, the combination of Brahma (as Vayu Lingam), Vishnu (as Chalam) and Shiva (as Sthula Lingam). Hence He is the Para Brahma Swarupam!

Likewise, Sri Gnanaprasunambika Devi is the combination of Sri Saraswathi (as Gnanam), Sri Lakshmi (as Prasuna) and Sri Sakthi (as Ambika). Hence She is Para Brahmi Swarupam!

There is a likelitude between Sri the Spider with Brahma for they both create structures from out of them and can shrink back their stuff into them after the business is over! Kala the Serpent (also called time or maya) is in similitude with Vishnu!! And finally resemblance is there between Hasthi the Elephant (also called Asthi, i.e. Ashes) with Shiva!!! Consequently, this has been the reason why the Lord agreed to accept the name Sri Kala Hasti as his alias.

There is a temple at Pittsburg, in the United States of America dedicated to Lord Venkateswara built in inspiration of our Thirumala Thirupathi Balaji temple of Lord Venkateswara! Let us consider the following tale: A westerner or Indian settled in the West who had frequented the Shrine of Balaji at Pittsburg happened to come to India and visited the Thirumala Balaji temple. After he had darshan of Lord Venkateswara, he boasted: “There is a temple like this in Pittsburg which I have been visiting for long. Therefore, Thirumala is the Pittsburg of the East.” How absurd will such a statement be!

Geological studies reveal that Himalaya was a sea before it was formed. India was a part of the continent of Lemuria (which constituted part of Africa in itself amongst others) and the rocks of Arunachalam (Tiruvannamalai) were as old to be of the times of the Age of Lemuria. Also the Srikalahasti Hill dates back to such an age even before the formation of the Himalayas! When the bit that comprised India broke away from the African tip to move towards the Asian plateau and finally collided with it as a result of the continental shift, the sea froze and resulted in the formation of one of the youngest mountains of the world, The Great Himalayas! We know that Kailasam is one of the peaks of the Himalayas. Is it not ridiculous to keep on saying, like the above mentioned westerner or western Indian’s illogical and confused remarks of calling Thirumala temple as India’s Pittsburg, that Srikalahasti is the Dakshina Kailasam? It can also be called as so keeping in self that it is one of the aliases of Brahmachalam like Srikalahasti.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 10th August 2007 at 12.32 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

ARUNACHALAM, BRAHMACHALAM AND VENKATACHALAM

ARUNACHALAM, BRAHMACHALAM AND VENKATACHALAM

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

HINDUISM is beyond the limitations of being a religion alone. It is the divine science of the Vedas disseminated by the Chief of the Trinity Gods, Sri Brahma that Hinduism bases itself firmly. There ought to have been Five Vedas, namely, Rig, Yajur, Sama, Atharvana and (Parama or Panchama or Pranava or Para or) Brahma Veda but it was reduced to four in number and the fifth Veda has been left discarded to the extent of being dethroned. Actually the fifth Veda is the life cord that makes the rest glow with perfection! All the inconsistencies that crept into the Hindu doctrines were due to the imperfections caused as a result of abandoning the fifth Veda.

The Brahma Veda or the Fifth Veda is the supreme of all sciences and beyond. It cannot be destroyed, obliterated or left uncared. It is like boasting that space is removed in vacuum as air in a jar of water. The world reverberates with life and the universe stays engrossed with infinitude and everywhere is found the interplay of void and matter. Void consumes matter and in turn was consumed by the Supervoid. Nothing transforming into something and the vice versa is the course of the Brahmmam.

When the hardest crude rock is unearthed and refined, diamond is obtained. If the diamond is polished and perfected further, it shines. Hence divinity is a two-fold process. The first is the process of refinement and the second is the process of perfection. The latter contains in it the former in its finality and vistas but it is for convenience of segregation that these are adopted likewise into two-foldedness.

In creation itself is there the aspects of preservation as well as destruction. So are these the Creator’s tools in his polyfolded bliss of being in the state of Brahmmam. Arunachalam is the Heart of the World; Brahmachalam is the Brain of the World; and Venkatachalam is the Body of the World. As we know, Arunachalam is now called Tiruvannamalai; Brahmachalam is now called Srikalahasti Hill; and Venkatachalam is now called Thirumala of Thirupathi. These three sacred places are the abodes of the Hindu Trinities, viz., Kailasa Shiva, Sathyaloka Brahma and Vaikunta Vishnu respectively the god of destruction, the god of creation and the god of preservation. Clearly, Kailasam, Sathyalokam and Vaikuntam are eternal abodes and whose miniatures are only the Arunachala Kailasam, Brahmachala Sathyalokam and Venkatachala Vaikuntam. These are the Bhuloka Kailasam, Bhuloka Sathyalokam and Bhuloka Vaikuntam.

Shiva manifests as his Amsas; Brahma manifests as his Swarupa; and Vishnu manifests as his Avataras. When the Himalaya Kailasa is regarded as the earthly residence of Lord Shiva, Arunachalam is his primitive Amsam in body and soul. Similarly, Brahmachalam is Lord Brahma Swarupam in Turiya [1. wake (jakra), 2. sleep (nidra), 3. dream (swapna), 4. deep sleep (sushupti), and 5. transcendental (turiya)]. Likewise, Venkatachalam is Lord Vishnu himself enshrining his Varaha & Govinda Avataras. Why these sacred mountains are called the manifestations of the gods? The man made temples are subjected to alteration, destruction, disfiguration, counterfeit, encroachment, etc., due to the curiosities of man in addition to the natural calamities! Even several mountains are being trashed day to day for building houses, constructing roads, etc. These holy mountains stand erect for ages only because they are the miniature Gods! They continue to inspire their seekers with their grace, wisdom and blessings for ever!

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 9th August 2007 at 2.30 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

THE BAMBOO FLUTE

THE BAMBOO FLUTE

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR


BACH'S Organ is the King
Of all Musical Instruments

Lord Krishna's Flute is the God
Embodying Supremacy in Simplicity


Organ building needs a lot
Both in Craftsmanship and in Space

Whereas the Bamboo Flute can be made
By simple means and comes in handy


It is the most natural of any Instruments
So far Invented next only to the Voice

For Voice and the playing of the Flute
Require the Breath-Wind to produce the Music


The uniqueness of the Bamboo Flute
Is its ability to fluctuate & sustain in any note termed as "Gamaka"

The Key Flute is artificial in every aspect
And lacks the performance of "Gamaka"


The Bamboo Flute is not only an Instrument
It teaches us by practice & nurtures thus our self-study

The Key Flute transports us to its Magic World
But the Bamboo Flute transforms our Souls into the Mystic & the Divine


---S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 21st June 2006 at 7.56 AM, Indian Standard Time.}

INNER TRUTH

INNER TRUTH

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

Immortality of the mindless Self

Is the ultimate Truth of certainty

Mind composed of the mortal thoughts of lust

Makes our Life miserable until rest

Self with the Zero mind is eternal

External is the tedious focus

Of the diverging ego's confusion

Inner reigns the Truth invulnerable

Introspection is the music to tame

And converge the thought bundle that is the mind

Perfection is the bliss of divine joy

Attained by the Self's conquest of the id

Thus enlightened Self will glow forever

As the God Supreme Transcendentally

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 11th April 2006 At 12.28 PM, IST, Sri Mahavir Jayanthi Day & the Miladi Nabi Day.}

PSEUDO-IMMORTALITY

PSEUDO-IMMORTALITY

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

What did Copernicus tell?
Sun is the centre of its system!
What did Galileo confirm?
The Earth orbits the Sun!
—
What did Newton postulate?
Earth has Gravitation!
What did Faraday experiment?
The link between Electricity & Magnetism!
—
What did Darwin deduce?
That Man has descended from the Apes!
What did Watson, Crick and Rosalind find?
That DNA preserves heredity!
—
What did Einstein generalize?
Gravitation and Relativity!
What did Heisenberg assert?
The Principle of Uncertainty!
—
... & so on.
—
With their discoveries and inventions
Scientists sleep in their graves satisfied
Of their Pseudo-Immortality
That their deeds would bestow them
—
Since Science is a trial & error
Hence are its outputs like half-truths
With the advent of a scientific benefit
There awaits with it a new deficit
—
Hence Science is a transient mimic
Of Nature and God charging our sanity
In order to trust it not
WE MUST TRUST IN OUR INNER TRUTH
—
—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 29th March 2006 at 1.31PM, Indian Standard Time.}

AMERICA

AMERICA

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

America is not the Hollywood

It is also not the NASA

America is not the Liberty Statue

It is also not the Pentagon

America is not the Eagle

It is also not the Puma

America is not the Heaven in Earth

It is also not the Dream in Real

America is just America

As Clay is just IT

America is in the hands of us

Yielding to whatever goodness we make of IT

—S. Maheshkumar.
{Composed on 7th March 2006 at 1 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

ADIEU GODS

ADIEU GODS

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

If all life is to suffer

Who is pleased of our pains

He who enjoys thus as sadist

Must succumb to his own faults

That having authored miserability

Caused thus his self-torture

We bear nothing for his ruins

Just because we are 'nothing' itself

No longer shall we yield to his blackmails

That he is the prodical father

It is the time he should dethrone himself

So that we should make him too merrier

And he be the last of the worst gods

Never again shall we create one such

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 1st July 2004 at 9.53 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

THE MORTAL THOUGHTS

THE MORTAL THOUGHTS

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

Thoughts are generated in the self

As a kind of polishing the mind

All the residues thus accumulated

Are gathered in various forms

That form can be another self

It can also be written script

There is an equality between dead thoughts and dead people

Dead thoughts are packed in book-coffins

They are buried in library-cemeteries

And they are subjected to innumerable autopsies by the doctors of letters

They decay as royal food for the book worms

As we are to the scavengers, et al

The world is a product of thoughts

And they die always to bestow us eternity

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 21st April 2004 at 12.10 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

THE MERGER OF VOID AND I

THE MERGER OF VOID AND I

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

In order to practise self-enquiry

There need to be the fear of death

If there is no such fear or its alike

The need for self-enquiry fades

So these self investigating therapies

Are bound to release or relapse depression

There is an equal distance to travel

Between thoughts to I and I to void

That is from infinity to zero

And from zero to the zeroid

It is enough if one speck attains the climax

To pull the rest effecting liberation en masse

Until atleast the dipping of an I in the void i.e. zeroid

Life, time and work drills us to the end

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 13th December 20004 at 2.24 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

MARANAMRUTAM

MARANAMRUTAM

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

The Poison of Birthcycle
Attain its End at the taste of You

Death the Liberator is the Real
Birth the Corruptor is the Vicious

Buddha, Jesus, Mahatma, Ramana
Justified the Glory of Dying


The Secret of the Word RAMANA
Is nothing but MARANA

The Essence of Elixir / Amrutam
Is simply Pain / Suffering

Death is the Victory of ZERO
Birth is the Defeat of INFINITY


Life is the Pull of ZERO & INFINITY
Work is the Friction of them

Time is the Record of their Course
Pleasure is the Pain of their Intercourse

ZEROID is the State of ZERO Equals INFINITY
Where ZERO is no more Bisected to INFINITY


BRAHMACHALAM is ZEROID, the FINALITY
Of Refinement, Perfection and Bliss that is BRAHMA'S ABODE

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 11th April 2005 at 11.08 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

THE DESIRE'S FATE

THE DESIRE'S FATE

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

If there is no desire
There will be no meaning in life

Desires, unlike that of others
Must have noble leadings

Unlike the ordinary mortals
Those who have simple desires


We must worship the truth
Which will lead us to nobility

But the concept of truth differs
As the wisdom of one's with one's spirituality

So, in the world of wisdom of absurdity
We pray God in a blind way for transcendentality

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 17th June 1987 At 6.45 AM, Indian Standard Time.}

MUSICOID

MUSICOID

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

ALL sounds never make Music. Likewise, all Music never leads us to Moksha. There is a theory, which holds that the sole purpose of Music is to prepare people for copulation. But there is also another theory that enlightens the ardent pursuer of Divinity that just before the advent of Moksha, Music cleanses and prepares the fortunate Soul, which after long toil and turmoil is travelling in the right path, to Moksha. After the Liberation of the Soul, that is, after the transformation into Divinity, as a result of attaining Moksha, there chants as lullaby in the Inner Ear of the Jeevanmuktha, i.e. the Liberated-Living, the steady, effortless, ceaseless, … , eternal Divine Music of Perfect Bliss.

Divine Music is the consequence of constant contact in communion with the Musical God, i.e., the Nadha Brahmmam. There is no language barrier or the so-called linguistic impotency in the Music of the Divine. It is the Music conceived for the Supreme Instrument ever created that is the Body enshrining the Divine Soul in order to process and soothe the ignorant Mind and relieves the Self from the clutches of the animality of Ego.

Definitely, there is an infinite difference between Lust Music and Divine Music. As we differentiate Music with noise likewise so is Divine Music associated with Lust Music. Divine Music is complete and perfect and the prime defect of Lust Music is its incompleteness and imperfection. Until we attain Moksha, we are imposed to practise by approximating and imitating Divine Music in terms of Lust Music.

Divine Music is generalised whereas Lust Music is particularised. There is no end to growth by division in Lust Music. There are innumerable purposes and motives for Lust Music. But the uniquely singular aim of Divine Music is to worship and thus cherish God. Divine Music is never restricted by the limitations of Time for it stills Time and freezes the Mind from its habitual aimless wanderings. There are no gradations akin to relativity in Divine Music that one of it is greater or poorer than the other just because it is Absolute and it is the Liberated Soul’s expression of God. Divine Music is the Boon bestowed upon those who are fed up with the viciousness of Lust Music. Vexation is the curse of Lust Music.

Brahmanandham is the true nature of Divine Music. Life becomes meaningful with joy at the advent of Divine Music. Lust Music makes Life tedious and absurd. Divine Music is continuous with God as its only theme. Lust Music is discontinuous baited with addictive traps at its crux and with ignorance & darkness as its chief themes. Anything, if seriously pursued with incessant dedication, will purify our vices if there are any and transform us into Divinity. Pursuing Lust continuously means pursuing discontinuity continuously, which is a contradiction. But according to the seriousness of practising contradiction, Divine Intervention will set these pursuits of us to the right mode. This is the Miraculous Process of Divinity. Passion for the transient leads to Lust. Passion for the transcendent leads to the Divine.

Divine Music is the consummation of Spiritualism. Lust Music is the depression of Materialism. When the Mind is wiped to Zero, the Soul reclaims its Divinity and flourishes by nourishing the Nadhamrutham, that is, by cherishing the Divine Musical Elixir. MUSICOID is the Musical Self of the Jeevanmuktha who has extinguished the EGOID and successfully reduced his ID to ZERO, that is, the ZEROID.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 25th September 2005 at 9.56 PM, Indian Standard Time.}

DIVINE MUSIC

DIVINE MUSIC

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

IT may Sound Divine by its own Nature that is Tiruvachakam but there is no point in setting the Magnum Opus of Sri Manickavachakar to Symphonic(or Oratorio,etc.) Orchestrations. St. Matthew Passion and St. John Passion of Johann Sebastian Bach should not be a Source of corresponding Translation and Transformation as well as Adaptation in terms of Manickavachakam, i.e. Tiruvachakam. Tiruvachakam has its own Metre and Tune as its Composer Ordained it. Any attempt to contaminate this Saint Dictated Sri Natarajar Scribed Work for business purposes shall face the consequences of Ignorance and Darkness. It is better to write by self and indulge in such matters of experimental trials and avoid exploiting the Divine Compositions such as Tiruvachakam, Tevaram, Sri Arunachala Aksharamanamalai of Bhagavan Sri Ramana Maharshi, etc.

If Sri Ilaiyaraja want to Resurrect and Re-establish his Past Glory, it is better to not pose any damage to that Past Glory of his. Otherwise he may expose the Evaporated Person who Actually did the Phenomenal Music and the Other Person who corrupted it for the Lust for Money, etc. These two Alter Personae of total difference could not have gone together for almost a couple of decades and inhabited in Ilaiyaraja's self so Amicably! It is best to Oust the Evaporated Person's Baleful Friend who still reigns Raja's self to ruin or at least shows traces of his existence in order to create further devastation, and spend the rest of life in Rewinding and Reliving the Encounters with the Advent and Lapse of the Evaporated Person, Praying for His Return!

If there was not anything like Sri Ilaiyaraja's Lost Past Glory, he might still be in Vogue and continue with the Phenomena that he once had been! While he was at his Supreme, what he did was, according to his own self-commentaries, viz., his Music was like Slow Poison, that it would often make the listener addicted to it. That is why there have been many Ilaiyaraja Maniacs to this day. But these Maniacs are decreasing, quite relieved of their Mania, thanks to the Person who was Evaporated from Ilaiyaraja's Misused Mental Domain and thus deserted him now! In the title song of the film, 'Karagattakkaran', he was even tempted to boast of & reveal his Real Self, that he sold his Music for the Lust for Money, etc( listen again to the Song "Pattale Buddhi Sonnar...").

Dear Sri Ilaiyaraja,

Please be contented with your Revolutionary Past Glory which will never be matched by anyone else or even by yourself now for Generations to Come! It was for good that you exhausted yourself and created an Edifice for yourself by Overworking. Now is the time to Rest and Relax in Leisure. Be Like the Beacon of Arunachala to the Young Musical Aspirants who tries to follow your footsteps and kindly consent to their queries and be accessible to them unlike in the past due to your busy schedule. Due to Ageing you may tend to be slow but treat it as an opportunity for Incubation and continue to be in Energetic & Cheerful Spirits. In the past you had exerted to eradicate your poverty and earned fame and money. Why don't you allot your present rest of life in the service of Music for Moksha?

Tiruvachakam in Symphonic Oratorio should be the First Step in the direction of your transition from Lust Music to the Divine Music. Like J.S. Bach (who is your Most Favourite Western Musical Genius & also for Everyone who understands His Refined, Clever, Swift, Subtle, Absolute, Aesthetic, Eternal,..., Art and, Predecessor to Mozart and Beethoven both by His life and by the Mathematical Perfection of His Music), I wish you Success in your present shift of work and expect on the behalf of all, a Lot of Excellent, Non-Slow Poisonous, Quick Elixirous, Poetic Music to follow.

Like J.S. Bach's death bed Composition, the Enigmatic "Art of Fugue", incompletely concluded with the notes,“ BACH", as the Master Breathed for His Last in this Mortal World to Infinitely Breath for His Forever Flourishing in the Immortal Heavenly Abode, I once again wish you to do Penance in order to attempt & write such Fugues in addition to your Ever Lasting Contributions to Music in the Future.

Thank you and others, very much for the kindest perusal of these Remarks Aimed at Reiterating the Flight of the Musical Soul within ourselves from the Viciousness of Lust, etc, into the "NADHA BRAMHAM" and finally Merge & Abide as THE INFINITE+ZERO in Communion, Peacefully & Blissfully in "SRI BRAHMACHALAM", the Final Abode of the Greatest of the Supreme Gods!

Yours well wishingly,

S. Maheshkumar.

{Final Draft Composed on 29th March 2005 at 11.30 AM Indian Standard Time appended here with the latest improvements.}

MADTHEMADTICKS [MAD-THE-MAD-TICKS]

MADTHEMADTICKS
[MAD-THE-MAD-TICKS]

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

GREATEST Unsolved problems of Mathematics when solved after years of incessant labour are never useful as far as our practical life is concerned. Fermat’s Last Theorem was considered the ever deceiving seducer and remained so until the 1990s when Prof. Andrew Wiles proved it to be true that there exist no integers (Positive) satisfying the equation X to the power n + Y to the power n = Z to the power n (n > 2). Prof. Andrew Wiles’ conquest was not hailed or celebrated as anticipated due to the Theorem’s practical irrelevance. Even The Mathematics Nobel Prize equivalent called The Fields Medal was denied to Prof. Andrew Wiles! This is what the Mathematicians do for themselves indeed! In other words, this is how the curse of Mathematics punishes its savants with! Another unworthy unsolved problem of Mathematics is The Riemann Hypothesis. When there was no other source to entertain our ancestors unlike at present, they indulged in severe Confusion theories concerning Numbers. Till today, there is no clear saneful explanation as to what a Number is! But we see several concepts flourish to decay and perish in Mathematics all the time. Mathematics is never a subject to devote our worthy lives. It never deserves our energies as a Mode of Worshipment. Ramanujan was severely afflicted with the Madness called Mathematicosis, which took his life like that of Galois. Mathematical activity is not at all a life justifying pursuit. It becomes baleful and meaningless in its advanced stages. It advocates Confusion and Madness when we go deep into its Foundations. We cannot be proud of its advancement always as it is ‘Mad’vanced as soon as it becomes Advanced.

After reducing all Mathematics to Logic in their joint venture, ‘Principia Mathematica’, Whitehead and Russell thought that their work would be flawless and would ever remain as an Edifice in Eternity. But when Gödel detected Loopholes in ‘Principia Mathematica’ and published his Inconsistency Results, Whitehead and Russell’s dream was shattered! Whitehead put an end to his Mathematical career and switched over to Philosophy later without realising that he escaped the Hunter’s Arrow only to succumb to the Butcher’s Knife. Russell corrupted everything he touched thereafter and spent his rest of life in Madness as his Biographer Roy Monk appropriately titled the Second Volume of Russell’s Biography as ‘The Ghost of Madness’ concluding his verdict on Russell’s illness as ‘A deep seated fear of Madness and a quite colossal vanity!’ After Gödel slaughtered ‘Principia Mathematica’ and thus Whitehead and Russell, he tried to find solace in his ‘Unadulterated Platonic Realism’ as per Russell’s curse which is nothing but ‘Mathematical Realism’ and spent his time as a Hypochondriac, killing himself by self-starvation in the end. These were what Mathematics had done to its Explorers! The world is not moved by the Forces as interpreted by Mathematics or by the Divine Will as Philosophy Prophesies or as per God’s Intension mentioned in Religious Dogmas, etc. Numbers are to Mathematics as Truth is to Philosophy and God is to Religion, the root of all self-decaying Phenomena as long as these entities survive in Confusion and suck our energies as the Parasite ‘TICK’ sucks Dog’s Blood. Life is Everything and Nothing juxtaposed and our mission is to mix and merge these two extremes within and out of us. All the other things must end in bringing together Confusion and Madness.

The useful part of Mathematics is learning to tackle with the Mundane Elements and the dangerous part of it is preoccupying the Mind with Viciousness resulting in Unwanted Curious Abstract Tough Stuff. Mathematics traps the ardent admirer of it by promising Eternity and later Preys on the Mathematician’s Brain and Consumes it’s Victim’s Life. It took the life of Archimedes who was so absorbed in his Mathematical Rubbish asking to wait until he finished with the Mathematical Mess to which the Soldier, who was sent by his King to Summon Archimedes (with the intension of honouring the All Time Genius), misunderstood that Archimedes disobeyed the King’s Decree by doing something else instead of coming with him, got enraged and slain the poor man. Pascal was tormented by Mathematico-Philosophical-Religiosis. All his life, Pascal practiced self-torture trying to overcome his Confusions. Descartes advocated several theories in Mathematics and Philosophy in order to please others, especially, the Royal Women Folk, one of whom Adam-teased him by pretending to be interested in Descartes’ Cartesianism, ordered to rise earliest in the mornings to teach her which killed him due to sleeplessness caused by changing the routine habit of getting late from bed suddenly. These three men were Mad about Mathematics to the extent of becoming its Sacrifice.

We can argue in defence of Mathematics by mentioning that Mathematics is Fundamental to the Sciences, etc. This is certainly so as long as Science remains less Mathematical. If it allows Mathematics to dominate like in Theoretical Physics, say, The Theory of Relativity, Astrophysics, etc., the fruits of these Mathematical dominations are simply useless as far as our limited lives are concerned. All its useful portions, we utilise, but the rest in Mathematics, we must discard. There is no use in calculating how many Prime Numbers are there under Infinity, etc., and like Landau who Confused by writing Bulky Volumes on Prime Numbers, etc., Mathematicosis prompts these people to invent peculiar ways of justifying and cheating everybody inclusive of themselves in order to hail their time Wastedness in the form of Authoring such Useless Treatises. These books are doomed to be forgotten and disappear uncared! At present it is crystal clear that Mathematics is Rotten, Saturated, Repetitive, Corruptive, Nothing Special About and lost it’s Past Glory, which was Misattributed and Mispresupposed!

We admire Beauty of various kinds not because they are pleasing but just because they fill our Mind’s Vacuum so that the sole business of our life as to transform and transfuse Nothing with Everything is carried on. Numerising is acting against our Life’s Purpose and is the root of the Miserable Madness Prevailing in Mathematics. Instead of filling the Mind’s Void, Mathematics overburdens it with Bundles of Confusions. As a result, the Mind’s Emptiness becomes enlarged and at the stage when Life’s Purpose is unattended to for so long a time, Madness of Mathematics establishes itself Ruthlessly as a Parasite and Consumes all our Potencies. Mathematics, the Mental Parasite must be wiped out from spreading like the Materialistic Soul-less Epidemic of our own Self-imposition by the way of it’s making us Madly Addicted to it. Now is the time to take our Life-Course afresh, giving importance to Life’s Actual Purposes leading us to Liberation. Mathematics, Philosophy and Religion are unworthy of our most valuable Time to be spent in Doing, Studying and Following them respectively if these Disciplines Diverge into Darkness. These Subjects so far remained same in their Central Core of Confusion by always Focussing upon the Externalities of the World without Minding the Root of Everything which is nothing but THE ZERO. Let us Revive & Reinvent these Subjects and live our Life without yielding to Confusion, Madness and Uselessness. That must be the Greatest Renaissance Ever Effected in the History of Mankind for the benefit of the Liberation En Masse and this Intellectual Revolution is the Ultimate Need of our Present Time. The Quartet of Mathematics, Philosophy, Music and Poetry can constitute the way for the Refinement and Perfection of our Mouldable Minds. The Members of this Quartet Blend will influence and control each other in Mutual Harmony & Proportion and their collective effort will evolve toward Human Betterment. If a Member of this group tries to go on its own accord and proceed out of the Quartet Bond, then it would again suffer the Fate of its Erstwhile Anti Life-Relevant & Contradictory Activities Manifesting into Chaos. The Foursome in the Quartet must Monitor and Guard their Unified Course by exposing the Black Sheep which adopts the Path of Monologue in Isolation creating discord and bring back the Prodigal Miscreant under their Regime. This must be the Real Service to Mankind for preventing itself from the Blunder of Yielding to the Satanic Wobblings Again and Again causing Imbalance, Hatred and Pain in the Amicable World of Equilibrium, Compassion and Pleasure.

‘POEMUSIMATHESOPHY’ is the New Name derived from the Golden Quartet’s Members, viz., ‘Poe’try, ‘Musi’c, ‘Mathe’matics and Philo‘sophy’ i.e. 3 letters from Poetry and 4 letters from Music to represent the Musical Heptatonic System of the 7 Notes and 5 letters each from Mathematics and Philosophy to represent the Mathematical Decimal System of the 10 Numbers or the Digits. A Soul (=Spirit) has to be Poetically Inspired, Musically Matured, Philosophically Refined & Mathematically Perfected in order to Transform itself into Godhood. The Mind, the intermediary between the Soul & the Body has to Pronounce in Unison with the Spiritualistic Quest of the Soul and the Materialistic Lust of the Body but its Ultimate Preference should be in the direction of Ascending the Ladders of Liberation along with the Soul. If the Human Mind joins with the Cravings of the Body only & Corrupts itself and descend to the level below that of Animals, then it should Carve a Permanent Niche for the Body in the Doom of Materialism. Let us Celebrate the Birth of ‘POEMUSIMATHESOPHY’ Cheerfully and Flourish, Foster, Nourish & Cherish it for the sake of the Triple Pursuits of SOUL-SEARCHING, SOUL-REALISING AND SOUL-LIBERATING PENANCE in order to Achieve our Life’s Actual Purpose of Attaining Divinity by EVER ABSORBING AND EVER ABIDING IN THE EVER ECSTATIC ETERNAL BLISS OF THE BRAHMANANDHAM.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Revised from the Original Draft Composed on 4th & 5th of February 2004}.

PHILOSOPHICIDE

PHILOSOPHICIDE

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

THE sole business of Philosophy is to corrupt Truth in the disguised bait in the form of assuring curious promises to bestow happiness, the way to it and wipe out fear and suffering. Philosophical problems are never solved unanimously as Philosophers are always in disagreement. The very universal definition that Philosophy lacks for itself warrants us that we are at our own risk whether to pursue it or not.

All Philosophies are as a result termed as failures. This is evident from the perpetual diversification that Philosophy imposes upon itself. How can discordance i.e. Philosophy boast of Harmony? It never cleanses the accumulated faults in its course, instead, presents these as burden veiling Truth. Philosophy is the cancer inflicted upon those who do not understand just because it flourishes on our innocence and nourishes our sanity. In short, Philosophy is the parasite of our Minds to consume it to utter confusion. When we mis-pursue Philosophy, it will die of starvation. At the Philosophical debris, care should be taken to never return to its deadly grips by casting it aside. If Philosophy breeds or is bred by---confusion, Mathematics, in its own peculiar way justifies its fostering confusion. Nature has no sense of either Philosophy or Mathematics but these two subjects misrepresent it as if they have conquered it.

Whether we read Philosophy or do Mathematics, it will have no effect as far as Nature is concerned. One theory disproves another and will in turn gets itself disqualified by some other later and this process extends indefinitely so long as we are there to bother about Philosophy. If there is no Philosophy, there will be no intervention in the affairs of Nature. So far as Philosophical resistance is there, Nature waits for the kill of Philosophy termed as “PHILOSOPHICIDE” and proceeds further emanating with truth.

All we must do is to set our Minds free to be in the state of “ZEROID”. There is no thinking in this state and hence this is our natural state. Thinking means stirring the Philosophising urge. Sticking to this urge will adopt the Mortal Path. Dying innumerable times is to exhaust Philosophy by thinking. Metaphysical Emptiness indicates the Advent of the End of Philosophy. As Philosophy is diminished to its core thus, Life attains the Fulfilment Lasting Forever.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 22nd December 2003 at 6.20 PM Indian Standard Time.}

THE SEXUALITY OF GOD

THE SEXUALITY OF GOD

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

SEXUAL feeling is the only force that can surpass through the Ages and pervade all Life Forms. We die in order to Flourish the Sexual Entity granted by God to us. The Sexual Force is the most Powerful of God's Creations. We are the Messengers of that Vital Force. We inherit it from our Ancestors and transmit it to Posterity. The Fulfilment of the Sexual Urge leads to Enlightenment. Partial Fulfilment needs to be catered so as to evade imperfection. The tolerance of the Sexual Feeling or Urge without any forceful activity or controlling is the Maturity Ultimatum termed as the Sexuality of God.

The Sum-Total of all our Passions is rooted in Sex. It is this Sex (=Sexuality) that is Fundamental to all our Lively Existence and our Civilization is Safely Rested upon it. Bodily Impotence does not rule out Mental Potency. In other words, it is a Pity that Primitive Sexual Feeling nurtures upon associating it to Bodies, that too of Others in General. God is Neutral in the sense that we attribute the He-ness, She-ness or It-ness flexibly so as to conceive God according to our tastes.

The pursuit of Sexual Instinct is Terminated in God. Actually it is not curbed in God but its Variable Behaviour is changed into Constancy once it derives or attains God. Sexual Feeling is the Universal Language of all Species. Reproductive Methods may be termed Sexual or Asexual but the Reproductive Origin is the same i.e. Sexual. The purpose of Copulation is to Promote the Species Steadily. Otherwise, it serves as a Beacon that Guides us Quenching in Pleasure and prepares us in the Sexual Pavements to God. Mere Love without the admixture of Sexuality is Refinement.

Love and Sexuality are construed to mean each other and they differ according to the Context appropriately. It should not be taken for granted that Glorified Sex is Love and Sinful Love is Sex also. Seasons are meant only for the Body and not for the Sexuality that inhabit the Body. Similarly, a Male may develop a natural interest in a Female and vice versa but the Sexual Impulse remains the same. Radical Sexuality accounts for Confusion and appears contra to the Course of Nature. But things that are counter to Nature have their own justification. It only reveals that we cannot comprehend the Nature of Sexuality as a Whole.

Sexuality is independent of the Sexual Act. Sexuality comprises a lot of qualities that are not also akin to the Sexual Act. Sexuality is the Aesthetic Sense. It is the never satiating Drive until the Fulfilment is achieved. It includes not only Pleasure but also Pain in its Manifold. But the Sexual Act enjoys a Rise and Fall in the Emotional Levels of the Performer. There is Foreplay, i.e. the Preparation, the Orgasm, followed by Withdrawal, which constitute the Sexual Act. We tend to repeat the Sexual Act Mentally or Practically several times in order to attain Sexual Liberation which transforms ourselves, our entire Sexual Longings into that of God's Sexuality.

In God's Sexuality, there is no Sexual Act. It is the Sexuality deprived of Limitedness. Infinite Sexuality is called the Sexuality of God. All our Sexual struggles are accounted for in God's Sexuality. Infinite Sexuality is the Collection of or Infinite Collection of Finite Sexualities. Sexuality never perishes whereas the Sexual Activities do so. All Fine Arts, Philosophies, etc., are inspired by Sexuality. We, Human Beings Cherish the Sexual Feeling and try always to impose the impracticable Sexual Ethics, which we keep on updating. As a result we encounter various Communities that are in discord with one another. Sexual Immaturity or Confusion gives way to diversified opinions, which corrupt our society as a whole.

Celibacy never discourages Gazing. Gays practise Sodomy. Masturbation is an institution in itself. Of all these, Coition is the most Revered and Established Custom ensuring Offspring. Nature designed the Male and Female Bodies in favour of Coition. The rest of all others are Man-Made Exploitations altering the Natural Sexual Behaviour. The Pattern of Sexuality is adopted and widespread in all our deeds. Our Story telling method follows the Sexual Process of Triple Foldedness. First, there will be the Beginning, Next, the Setting or the Proposal of Problems and Finally, the Solution or the Climax. Materialistic Advancements can tremendously modify the Outer World without Solving the Sexual Puzzle. Staunch Advocators of Materialism corrupt the Sexual Set up of the World with their Unrestricted, Ruthless, and Lustful Sexual Immoralities and pose constant threat to Humanity.

The Age of Materialism when compared to that of Sexualism is severely lower. Sexualism Protected the Human Race to this extent and Promotes us to Reach God in the Multifarious ways of our own. Wickedness in Sexuality is the Guarding Angel of Human Sexual Conduct. In contrast, Free Love or Free Sex is the Curse of Materialism to Humanity. Free Love has gone to the level of Trans / Animal Sexual Passions and this would Spoil the Natural Balance and throw us into Chaos.

Marriage Creates Heaven on Earth. It is the Concrete Structure that Prepares the Human Society from Barbarism to Goddism. It offers a Family to the Couple who are Wedded and Encapsulates in it all the Programs necessary to make Life attain its Cosmic Goal. It has in it all the Syllabi Prescribed so that we can lead a Better Life Possible. Marriage is benefited to the utmost when it remains Monogamous. In order to Experiment and Explore Sexuality, no other Method is as Durable and Trustful as Marriage. Marriage is the Preliminary to the Complex Sexuality.

Polygamy and Prostitution corrupts both our Bodies as well as our Society in which we Dwell-in. What if a Marriage Fails? Marriage Mimics the Union of Body and Mind, the House and the Occupant. It is Man made, Time tested and God Blessed that is Marriage, Equivalent to the Birth of a Being into the World. Sexual Maniacs, who are Sick and Unfocussing, find Marriage, its Actual Purpose as unworthy. Marriage Provides the Protection to our Sexual Energies.

Sexual Riddle is the Ultimate testing of God, Particularly to the Humans to be Conquered Honestly. This Conquest Confers Completeness to our Longings and Hardships and Blesses us with Godhood. All Thoughts are generated by the Sexual Emptiness in our Minds and Culminated by the Sexual Realisation of our Minds. So, the Rest of the Non-Sexual Methods target training the Beastly Mind by Meditation and other Means so that it is Tamed well waiting for the Acid Test of the All Powerful Sexuality of God.

Hence Sexual Escape is impossible for the Ardent Person in Pursuit of God. If a Person has no Sexual Passion, then He or She or It shall Acquire it, for without Acquiring it, there is no Provision for Solving It and without the Sexual Element Properly Attended to, there is no Point in Living. Life is a Matter of Sexual Process and Sexual Process is a Matter of Becoming God. And God's Sexuality is to Stay Fused in the Essence of the Sexual Truth of EVER ETERNAL BLISS.

—S. Maheshkumar.
{Composed on 17th February 2003 At 7.31 PM Indian Standard Time(=IST)}.

MATHEMATICOSIS

MATHEMATICOSIS

BY

S. MAHESHKUMAR

PURSUIT of Mathematics is that which reveals how civilised we humans are. With our various diversities, Mathematics is the common thread that unites us. The pleasure that we obtain as a result of Mathematical Study is comparable to that of orgasm sustained without erection. Thus, Mathematics, its cultivation is sublime and eternal. It is divine and aesthetic. It permeates as common pulsation of us throughout the Universe. It is the Study of Generalisation. Otherwise, without the Spirit of Generalisation, Mathematics turns into Confusion. It aims at Perfection to the extent of the highest exaction and precision. It is the Science of Exactitude. It is the Basic Study of all kinds of Cryptology.

All human intellectual pursuits are based upon Mathematics. It is our common language to study Nature and realise God. The problem arises when Mathematics is infested with rigmarole. Lot of things that creep into Mathematics from within or from out of it due to mere fake identification of the Non-Mathematical rubbishes burdens the primary business of what Mathematical discipline is! It is the Guiding Spirit that has to be there always in order to check the Non-Mathematical stuff and eject it away. Mathematics glorifies human life, that is to say, it gives us satisfaction and confides in us with lot of hope and puts our brains under check! If we do Mathematics as well as Non-Mathematics simultaneously i.e. Sense and Non-sense at the same time, then I would call this Phenomenon as MATHEMATICOSIS.

Mathematics is not only the art of Problem-Solving. It is really the art of Liberation. It is wrong to judge people by wasting our energies in checking whether they solved this or that age-old problem posed as a challenge now or before. We can become Mathematicians not only if we do Mathematics but we really exert ourselves to think it or in terms of it. God is always the Supreme Mathematician and He does Mathematics with our lives. We can make Mathematics with any kind of Matter as Mathematics, the very term, is Remote. Mathematics is Eternal, surpassing Time and Existence. It helps us to gauge whether things as they appear are Good or Bad.

With the Mathematical discipline, we can even observe and find which of it is good or poor that is Mathematics. All self-destructing stuff brought further by Mathematics to humanity was not so by it that can be called Good Mathematics. Mathematicising shall be for our collective welfare. If it shall be for cheating, Gambling, etc., or to show one’s own skill at calculations or any other base things to lessen others, that person is suffering from what is called as Mathematicosis. If a person accumulates lot of useless Data that is not in any way useful for his individual salvation in the first place, deposits as such left over by him, though by Mathematical Research of his own appreciation are nothing but excrements of his Mathematicosical self. They are doomed to be condemned to posterity! Mathematics is aimed at pleasure to the Soul rather than paining it!

Mathematical Music elaborates the beautiful aspects akin to the human self in particular and even to the stones in general and if pleasure were to the Soul, it ought to be in terms of this! Philosophical Poetry mingled with Mathematical Music Liberates us instantly and in order to achieve this Ultimatum only, we are trying so long in all our efforts. All the intoxicating stuff promoted by Music that would corrupt our Mind and lead to Sexual Slavery, Union, Lust, etc., are due to Mathematicosical Music i.e. Musicosis. If Mass Liberation is possible, it is achieved with the help of Mathematical Music alone. It is nothing but Soul melting the other Soul culminating in Godhood.

The power of this merger of Mathematical Music with us is tremendous! Mere Mathematics, i.e. without pleasing the Soul & burdening it further is what is not needed. Mere Music, i.e. without any Mathematical aspect is less Divine and impure and causes weariness to the Mind. Mathemusic is our immediate need in order to soothe our collective Spirit. There is no clash/chaos if Mathemusic is invented. It paves our way to transformation into God. Music and Mathematics are abstracted together to become Mathemusic. It is nothing but saying that Sound and Silence becoming each other! Generality and Particularity fusing together! Mathematicosis and Musicosis mimics in fake hood the just said behaviour of Mathemusic and corrupts our ideal right to Perfection and its aftermath i.e. Realisation.

Mathemusic helps us to collect all our deviated thoughts and makes them to unite rigidly so that we can concentrate most keenly in introspection and put an end to all our sufferings. After that finality, there is no Numbers, no Nuances, no playing and the game is over! The game that brought into being, the Time, is won at last. ‘We’ then turn into ‘I’ and this ‘I’ in turn changes into the Absolute Consciousness. In Music, this Blessing is called Silence the Absolute! In Mathematics, this Bliss is known as the Absolute Zero! There is no arousal of any thoughts once again! There is only the constant continuous colossal of happiness that is everlasting! Let us evolve Mathemusic and ever be joyful and ENLIGHTENED. Thus Liberation is effected at large transforming us into the POTENT SILENCE OF ZERO.

—S. Maheshkumar.

{Composed on 29th October 2002 at 6.39 PM Indian Standard Time.}